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-[panegyric of thyself]- nihilistic perfection
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-= neverending story =- First gig this year shall be on at Republic Polytechnic's Jam n Hop next friday. Hope it goes on as planned. Hope no COS. Perhaps I can take my Polivoks for a spin that day. Heheh. Finally got my old camera to work again after almost half a year of inactivity. Captured something weird which might explain why I can't sleep at night. It's some black spot which only appears on the camera. I can upload it and show you but I'm too lazy to do it. Shut up. It was a long time ago, But it felt only like yesterday. I thought I knew. I thought I knew. Perhaps I was fooling myself, Into believing that it could happen. But things don't happen, Just like that at least. So the days passed, My thoughts were wild. Like mixing yellow and purple, And orange and green. Grey was the end product soon after. It started to dilute. Fading in colour. Like there was any to begin with. And then I saw myself, Not in the mirror though. There I was, on the ground, Staring into the nothingness. The nothingness, That threatened to destroy the world. Crept slowly into me. It was weird. Albeit the nothingness, I felt like I was being filled. With something. I felt full. Full of nothing? But it felt right though. So what was I? Full or empty? Then I thought, Better to be filled with nothing, Than to be filled with nothing. I raised an eyebrow. It was then I realised, That I was filling this space with nonsense. Hopefully to pass time by, So I can get on with things. The time flies, The date changes. However, I'm still stuck. Stuck in time that is. Like a bilingual illiterate, I read between the lines, And did not understand. Not even a bit. So as time goes on, I wonder, When will I get out? When will I ever come unstuck? Help me answer those questions. I'll give you something special if you give me a solution or remedy. Hahah. This was written at 2:41 am on Wednesday, March 26 |
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